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Rent Boy 1

Written By: Sex Writer - Jan• 20•11
This entry is part 1 of 8 in the series Rent Boy

Darren, it isn’t going to help, it won’t make it any easier.”

“Are you sure? I think it will, and not to condemn you, I want you so badly Josh, but we can’t have secrets, not these kind anyway.”

“It isn’t a secret, you know about me now, so why do we have to go through it all? I don’t see how that is going to change anything.”

“You know, when you said you wanted to go out for dinner tonight, cause you needed to talk to me, this isn’t what I thought it would be. I thought you were going to confess your undying love to me. Instead you tell me you used to be a hustler, and now…”

“Now what? Now you think I am hiding more from you? You think I am still turning tricks is that it?”

“No, well, I don’t know, I don’t know why you did what you did, so how can I know now? Don’t you see I love you so much, I have to be a part of it all, I can’t just let it go, I don’t want to lose you Josh, and I can’t just walk away from this, can’t you at least see that?”

“You say you love me, you want me, well this is who I am, my past is part of that, and if you can’t accept that, well then maybe you don’t love me like you thought.”

“That’s unfair Josh, you don’t think I love you? You think I am looking for an excuse to dump you? You are wrong, oh man are you ever wrong, I want you more than ever, but I need to know who I love, not just the pretty packaging and I thought I did know you, until tonight.”

“I can’t just have a drink or two, tell you a few tales, and then leave

it at that Darren, you want to hear about seven years of hell and pain? Cause that is what it has been, a life of pure crap, until lately, and even now that is going, if not gone.”

Darren could see the pain in Josh’s eyes, and he was almost in tears. The conversation was at a stand still. He loved this boy, this man who had been hurt so much, and he didn’t know how to make him understand that he loved him more than anything else.

He rose from the chair, to stand over Josh, and he bent down, sitting next to him, looking at the lowered head, the tears running down the cheeks. With a soft touch, he reached across and wiped the tears away, lifting up Josh’s head to look into his eyes.

“I do love you Josh,” and he reached into his pants pocket, pulling out a small square box.

“I was planning to give this to you earlier, but you should have it now.”

Josh took a deep breath, looking at the velvet covered little box. He couldn’t believe it. Gently, he reached out one trembling hand, to take the box, to hold it in his hand, feeling it, afraid to open it.

He looked up again, into Darren’s eyes. He saw the pain in there, and wanted to reach out and wipe it away, but he had too much pain of his own, and who would wipe that away? Would Darren?

“I can’t open this, not yet. You want to hear the details and after you hear them you may want this back Darren.”

Josh had tears running down his face, he was on the verge of crying openly for the first time in almost 12 years. The last time he had cried was when his real father had died. He took a deep breath, to calm himself and stop the flow of tears.

“I hope you have more than two bottles of this brandy. It is going to be a long night, at least if you really do want to hear my life’s story.”

“I do, and I don’t expect I will ever want to take that box back, I just hope you never want to give it back.

“Here, let me get some more brandy, I think we both could use a few drops more.”

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